Qatar Soccer

We sat on the Japan side, listening to chanting and loud drums. On the Iraq side, they were playing Iraqi music with flutes.

The world just got a little smaller here in Qatar. Soccer or football, whatever you want to call the sport on your side of the world, is in full play here in Doha, Qatar for the AFCU-23 Championships (Asian Football Competition with Men under the age of 23). Four stadiums are being utilized for the playoffs. The spacious, stunning venues are all in preparation for  the World Cup here in Qatar in 2022, and this week we all got a taste of what is to come in six more years. Sixteen continental teams competed in the championships, with three being able to go to the 2016 Olympics in Rio de Janeiro. So far Japan and Korea are on the docket to go to Brazil, with Qatar and Iraq playing tomorrow for the third slot. Qatar, the host country of the championships, is aspiring to clinch the third slot to go to Rio. 

In my opinion, the best part about living in Doha is the exposure to almost every country of the world here. Sports bring a group of diverse people that normally would never meet. The Paralympics 2015 Championships here in Doha a few months ago created the same unifying feeling. With the AFC Championships in Doha this week, there were encounters and introductions with the fans and athletes from sixteen Asian countries: Qatar, Iraq, Jordan, Saudi Arabia, UAE, Syria, Australia, North Korea, South Korea, Japan, China, Thailand, Iran, Vietnam, Yemen, and Uzbekistan. Unlikely friendships unite and collaborate on the field and in the stadium. 

 I live in Qatar so I am rooting for Qatar, but a championship competition that brings in many people from all over the world reminds me of a quote by our wise Mr. Fred Rogers from the US:

"I believe that appreciation is a holy thing--that when we look for what's best in a person we happen to be with at the moment, we're doing what God does all the time. So in loving and appreciating our neighbor, we're participating in something sacred." 

To meet people here from Yemen, Iraq, and other unfamiliar places is opening my eyes, and that is a spiritual experience in a soccer stadium. 

Go Qatar!!!

At half time, the screen on the other side of the field read "Prayer Time."--giving time to those Muslim fans and athletes to take the time to pray. This is one of the fabulous parts of living in Qatar--to be more familiar how people all over the world live their lives. They might have been in the middle of a soccer game, but "prayer time" did not disappear.

Two football fans, rooting for everyone, my husband from the US, and an Iraqi fan. I love the way sports can bring people together--all under the same sky in a stadium.

i could not resist talking to this Iraqi man who was so interested to talk to me too. He wanted to teach me all about the origins of his hat.

This is the picture of the remaining 9th century minaret  that is called the Mosque of Samarra he was trying to tell me about. 

A woman I met in the parking lot wanted to talk to me with her "I love Iraq" hat on. 

A kind Japanese man who was calling out the chants and songs in the game posed with us.

I was surprised at how many Japanese people live in Qatar or came for the game. 

Some Japanese fans, in traditional dress.

Many of the Japanese fans were there to see Kubo Yuya, their rising star in football. He did not disappoint, and made the first goal of the game.

Cambodia: Remembering the Refugee Faces

For almost three weeks, my family and I made a trek to Thailand, Vietnam, and Cambodia. One of the most poignant places we visited was the Tuol Sleng Genoicide Museum in Phnom Penh, Cambodia. It is a visit that must be seen to confront the past, and I applaud that the Ministry of Culture and Fine Arts of the Kingdom of Cambodia has opened the prison to show the unspeakable acts that happened there. The entire time I was in the prison, I reflected on the nature of governments and political leaders as they enact laws. I cannot imagine being at the whim of despotic leaders where you are stripped of all dignity and human rights. The prison was a memorial, and hopefully a vow, to stop genocide in this world.

To look into the Cambodian faces who were some of the 17,000 prisoners at the Tuol Sleng Genocide Museum in Phnom Penh, Cambodia was a haunting experience for me. The prison, once an ordinary high school before the Khmer Rouge took it over in 1978, was a place I knew I had to visit--to understand the past of some of my beloved friends who fled Cambodia. I shuddered and cried as I looked into the fearful, helpless faces in the photographs. Many were young, looking like they were trying to be brave, as they faced barbaric torture from the Khmer Rouge. The Khmer Rouge soldiers wanted the victims to confess any assortment of rules they had allegedly disobeyed. Pol Pot commanded everyone who was educated or of any minority race to be eliminated. All people who were Chinese, Vietnamese, or Muslim were tortured and killed--sometimes ordering their families to do it. Two million people were killed during his reign of horror and terror, about one fourth of the population of Cambodia at the time.

A picture that holds a thousand words of a mother and child in the prison.

Cambodians fleeing Phnom Pehn on April 17, 1975. They left their homes--emptying the capitol. The Khmer Rouge soldiers told them they would be in  the country for a short time, lying to them. If they were tainted with the sin of being a "city" person, educated, had any presumed connection to the government, or were from another race, they were atrociously killed.  

I had the great pleasure of meeting Chom Mey, one of the twelve survivors (now only seven) of the Tuol Sleng Prison, out of 17,000 prisoners, in Phnom Penh, Cambodia. He survived because he was a mechanic, and knew how to fix anything for the Khmer Rouge. He fixed their typewriters, bikes, anything mechanical. He is 84 now, and has written a memoir of his life. I was thrilled, humbled to meet him. The prison (also called S-21) was the secret center of a network of nearly 200 prisons where people were tortured by the Khmer Rouge. He says he forgives all the Khmer Rouge soldiers because they were only pawns or victims in a tuggle war between some diabolical leaders. The proceeds of his book go to a organization that helps survivors of the Pol Pot genocide. 

I am old enough to remember the CBS anchor, Walter Cronkite, on the nightly news chronicling the Vietnam War in our living room. It was a war that collided with borders in Laos, Cambodia, Thailand, and Vietnam. Refugees fled to the Philippines, Thailand, Indonesia, Malaysia, and a refugee camp in Hong Kong. The despairing faces on the screen were foreign to me; Hanoi and Saigon were literally a half a world away in a place with marshy rice fields and an expansive river named the Mekong. As a young child, Pol Pot, the leader of the Khmer Rouge in Cambodia, who spearheaded a genocide of his own people, was only a sad tale to me that was happening on the other side of the world.

A few years later, however, some of those same people, who struggled on boats and across fields punctured with land mines would be my friends--beloved friends. I worked in refugee camps in Thailand and the Philippines in the 1980's with Southeast Asian refugees from Cambodia, Vietnam, and Laos under the auspices of the United Nations. It was then that those displaced people became real people to me. No longer were they just tragic faces on a TV set.

I taught them English, but also practical skills to hopefully assist and benefit them in their sponsored countries. We tried to have fun together, and help them forget their current circumstances with staged fashion shows, fairs, and mock job and bank interviews. There were large pavilions or sheds, with only a roof and a cement floor. Sometimes there would be 1000 students at one time, sitting on their mats, waiting for me to teach them with my translator. Women breast fed babies, and brought their children to listen too. Men, with anxious faces, tried to grasp a new language and imagine the country they were taking their family to. I taught Buddhist monks who invited me to their self-made temples in the refugee camp. Older people, who had never held a pencil in their hands, were my students too.

Every day my heart was ripped out, as I heard their tales of trauma and torture--of how they had seen their families slaughtered before their eyes or their women raped on the seas. But we also laughed, long and hard, even forgetting momentarily where we all were: in a refugee camp. We sang, with glee and even happiness--they showing to me as a young 22 year old what it means to survive and go forward when life looks drearily bleak. I was their "teacher,"--a revered position in Asian culture. Although I was young, naive, and mostly ignorant of their struggles, they loved me anyways. However, if I were to be honest, their stories, lives, examples have fueled me all these years. Actually, they were my teachers--on how to forgive, garner courage, generously give (they frequently gave me their bananas from their food rations or invited us to dinner with their meager provisions), and to gloriously laugh. Often we unconsciously stopped time with our jokes. As I look back on those times, laughter was one of the most important things we gave each other. We needed it.

Here is a picture of my Cambodian grandmother, Meek Chy. She is 81 in this picture, and I called her Jidon (meaning Grandma in Khmer).

She was one of my dearest friends of my life, illiterate, but gifted with a sense of humor that could make a class of 1,000 Cambodian refugees roar with laughter. Every day she sat on a mat in the front row of the open-aired shed that was our classroom. She held a pencil in her hands, the first one she had ever held in her life. I still have her school work that I treasure where she wrote her name, some words, and numbers. She was bequeathed with a sense of wonder and intrigue about learning, and was captivated about the prospect of being a student for the first time--in a refugee camp, of all places. She acted like a small child who is proud of their first drawings or written letters--always running to find me to show me her work.

This is my favorite picture because it shows how she could roar with laughter, and lighten the air for everyone around her. Everybody always wanted to hear her upbeat comments and jokes. She could have given Tina Fey a run for her money. Her clever wit was a gift for all the Cambodian refugees. I was in Thailand with her, and then she followed me to the Philippines when I worked at a refugee camp in Bataan. I tried to look her up in Brooklyn, NY,  when I got home, but I never saw her again. Her face, and especially her smile and laugh, always bring a flood of happy moments to me.

In over 30 years, I had never returned to Southeast Asia--although their stories and faces have never been too far from my heart. Some of them I tracked down in the US, curious to see how they were faring in their sponsored country. To go to Southeast Asia recently to see a Khmer Rouge prison, killing fields where Khmer Rouge slaughtered their own people, and to go on the open seas around Vietnam made me confront the hosts of faces that have never been too far away. However, I retained a folder of oral histories that were written by Lao, Cambodian, and Vietnamese refugees in the 1980's in a drawer all these years. As one refugee said,  "It takes a river of ink to share our stories."

Here is one story by Mr. Kour Chantha, a Cambodian who was a young man in his teens at the time of his escape from Cambodia to Thailand. His story reminded me of my 17 year old Cambodian translator who carried his grandmother on his back from Cambodia to Thailand--through the forests and mountains that were spotted with hidden land mines.

"We slept, with the shelling of the Vietnamese troops began to explode again."

"At once, we carried my mother into the dry ditch in which garbage at the bottom. We all kept lying in in it with fear until none of the rocket falling. Tomorrow morning we asked people there for uncookable rice, they very kind to our family. Some gave us a half of rice bucket, some others gave us a rice bucket. In order to make uncookable rice into cookable rice, we dug a small hole and spread a sack onto it, then we put it in and pounded it. It was very hard to make it into rice. But we must try to do it so that we had rice to cook."

"After three days of rest in the Krapeau Har village, my family and some of the villagers were forced to move in another village called by Bay Domram. We stayed in it one day. Tomorrow morning we were all forced to cross the river to the bank side. While I walked across the river, the water reached my breast. So the small children didn't cross, my brothers, and brother-in-law and I took my nieces, nephew, and my mother to a bank side. And then we reached a village that I didn't know its name. We were staying there two days."

The second night we had a plan to escape from the Khmer Rouge's control. At midnight some other  Khmer family and my family walked along the Sangker River silently.We carried my mother on our back one by one until we reached in Battambang town. When I was living in the town. I had many trouble because of shelling of Khmer Rouge from the nearby section. Some people died and hurt every day. We were living in the town for three months and then we went to live in our native village.

"My mother seriously sick from one day to another day. And then she passed away because of no doctors, no medicines to cure her."

"On the day which she died, my brothers and sister sat around her. Sometimes, she called my second brother's name, sometimes, my sister's name. She called one after one and pulled our hand on her chest, and said, "My dear son. Let all of you love one another if I die." When we all heard her like that, our eyes filled with tears. We all said to her, "Mother, don't think so."

"After a few time, she said, "I am thirsty, and give me a drink." She had a drink. When she closed her eyes, and she could said nothing. A few minutes later she died. We all were crying louder than before. I thought that from then on, I had no mother to call any more." Written by Kour Chantha, arriving in Thailand on November 28, 1979.

The Buddhist burial is an immensely important rite. Sometimes funeral-goers can be at a funeral for several days to send off the loved one after they have died. Also, there is belief in Cambodian folklore that without a proper burial, the spirit will wander aimlessly. I hope that through the oral histories, the memorial museum, the killing fields that people are visiting, but mostly the faces, that the Cambodian people can find peace to its history. With the faces in my memories that I confronted on this trip, I hope those who survived can bury their loved ones in their minds--that they do not think they are wildly roaming the forests of Cambodia. God, give them peace.

 I am grateful that for a short time, at least, I was able to be in the presence of some of the most wonderful people I have ever known--in refugee camps. After I recently saw their killing fields and the places they had fled, the memories of our laughs and tears streamed together. Many faces and stories unravelled--reminders of their tutoring me on how to be human when others had forgotten how. Whether they knew it or not, they helped me grow up.

 I have never been the same since I first saw their faces.

Vietnamese Christmas

There were a few Santas planted around Hanoi, Vietnam just before Christmas. I found one in a busy mall that was willing to listen to what I wanted for Christmas. Ha!

 Being an US expat who lives in the Middle East, there are slices of the world that are more available to explore than before when we lived on the other half. Also, with a son who speaks Vietnamese and who was pleading to let him tour us around, we decided to visit Southeast Asia for Christmas. Being a huge Christmas aficionado, who anticipates every tradition, song, and festivity that Christmas brings, was initially a little difficult for me. I was craving some cold, Christmas carols around every corner, and glistening Christmas lights--all things familiar. I honestly anticipate every Christmas moment all year round. However, instead of every light, song, decoration, food in all of its abundance and glory before us, we instead found the Christmas that was in hidden corners, on the streets, and in one orphanage in Hoi An. The Christmas discoveries as we trekked around Vietnam were unexpectedly joyous. The Vietnamese people loved our spontaneous caroling, and we in turn, enjoyed seeing their Buddhist customs. 

I have celebrated Christmas before in unfamiliar places like a refugee camp in the Philippines, in Taiwan, Nicaragua, Qatar, and now Vietnam. Unfailingly, I was jolted to remember that all of the celebrations and festivities are beautiful to behold. But I only need my loved ones, and if I am lucky, a few people to share it with. Although we were with some of the Vietnamese people momentarily, we exchanged pure friendship and love. Bonds were formed and hearts enlarged; peace reigned. I was reminded, even greatly humbled, that those simple things are all that really matter.  

This is the mall close to Hoan Kiem Lake in downtown Hanoi where we spotted a Santa. The lake is a historic and cultural hub, with beautiful pagodas, sculptures, and buildings enwrapped around it. There was a mixture of Christmas music and women dancing on the street to traditional music, with Christmas trees and weeping fig trees around the water. As wondrous as it was to see Christmas trees since we were coming from the Middle East, I was immediately entranced with the trees in Hanoi. In 1854 when the French came to Vietnam, they planted 10,000 trees, and by 1980, there were over 200,000. Ho Chi Minh launched a tree planting campaign, and it continues until today. The trees, banyan, mango, and different species of fig trees, are gnarly, and seem to grow with sprawling roots. into the lake. There are numbers on each tree, making them each individually important. Occasionally, you will see small alters amidst the roots, as some Buddhists think their homeless ancestors live in the trees. Trees are sacred in the Buddhists and Taoist tradition--just like my Christmas tree is to me.

We found a few Christmas trees that perked us up too, made me feel at home. My son, with his dear Vietnamese friend, at his elbow, as we walked around Hoan Kiem Lake a few days before Christmas.

Another son, who like me, is filled with the Christmas spirit, was found by a few Vietnamese girls who were dressed up like Santa elves for the holidays. They had bulging arms of wrapped presents to sell on the street, Hyrum bought a few gifts, for one dollar a piece, and then enjoyed giving them out to some surprised children a few minutes later.

Here are a few lucky kids who got an unexpected Christmas gift from a US tourist. Ha!

At the Catholic Church in Hoi An (which is next to an orphanage we wanted to go to) was an older woman who cleans the church.  She wanted to get her picture with us. We found out she had  been cleaning every day for 40 years.

Can you see the person ringing the bells on the balcony? It reminded me, on Christmas Day, of the Henry Wadsworth Longfellow poem/song, I heard the bells on Christmas Day: "Then pealed the bells more loud and deep: God is not dead, nor doth he sleep; the wrong shall fail, the right prevail, With peace on earth, good will to men. Till ringing, singing, on its way, the world revolved from night to day. A voice, a chime, a chant sublime, of peace on earth, good will toward men."

Inside the church, was a hallowed creche exhibit, reminding us of the day we were celebrating.

Some young orphans at the orphanage. They go to school there, and were practicing their English with us.

Here is the school where some of the young children at the orphanage were trying to read and write. There was a classroom, a playroom, playground, and a room where some sick children were staying. The teachers and caretakers were kind and loving, and were trying to do everything they could to help the children. We wish we could have stayed weeks--playing soccer, speaking English, and holding children.

The favorite activity we did with them was to play a game of soccer. Trash cans on both sides were the goalie posts. They didn't want us to leave, after a sweaty game of soccer on Christmas Day.

A child with her father on Christmas Day--so happy to sport her Santa hat.

An enchanting night, like inside a fairy castle, with all the lanterns dangling from trees, posts, stands. Hoi On is truly the City of Lights, a place where dreams and reality intertwine. What would the night be like if we always filled it with light?

A huge lantern lit up on the edge of the river where children were romping under.

On Christmas night, there was a luminous moon, a full moon,  Since there was a full moon, Buddhists were celebrating "full moon days"--refraining from meat to honor life. Here is a link to that teaches why Buddhists revere full moons: http://www.budsas.org/ebud/whatbudbeliev/217.htm  Candles are also lit, and lowered into the sparkling river in Hoi On, Vietnam.  The city was brilliantly lit up, with candles floating down the river, dangling lanterns on trees and posts. As most Vietnamese were celebrating the full moon's significance in their lives, we were celebrating Christmas. As a family, on New Year's Day, we choose a word that we wanted to characterize the year for us, and I had already decided on my word: light. So it was a perfect Christmas night for me--fun, yet meaningful, to drop the burning, radiant candles into the river. You can see the candles floating behind, and then there are boats meandering around the candles. The whole city was awash with light, as the full moon and starts glittered above us. As I sat on a balcony on that Christmas night, I gulped, swallowed, stared, and then just cried because it was so unexpectedly beautiful. It was a moment to preface the new year for me--to look and find the light.

An older woman trying to sell the candles to float on the river....

A younger girl, about age ten, selling the candles. We ended up buying our eight candles from her.

Here are most of us as we are about to drop our candles into the Hoi On River on Christmas night, into the melting darkness. There was a gusty wind that night, not cold, but it was blowing, and a few times we had to relight the candles. It reminded me of a quote by Albert Schweitzer, " At times our own light goes out and is rekindled by a spark from another person. Each of us has cause to think with deep gratitude of those who have lighted the flame within us." As we repeatedly relit one another's candles, I was struck, as I always am, of our interdependence on one another, especially our loved ones. I am so grateful for my family who revitalize and relight my energy and light all year long. I was grateful to the Vietnamese people on that full moon night that we could simultaneously celebrate our faiths together. We felt peace, light, love, as I told my kids one of my favorite quotes by Lillian Galbraith in Cheaper by the Dozen when she, the mom, says, "This is the happiest moment in the world right now." I have said that quote to them on many happy occasions, but perhaps this was one of the most lit up Christmases I can remember--in of all places, Vietnam.
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